Dear Lord,

I need help, It's so suffering now.

Sometimes all the errors in everybody

I feel like correcting their mistakes

but everyone I know

most of them have an ego

if I attack

they would probably use something else as to change the subject

I hate that

but for the next time

time to be a man and talk with words

I hate the fact that the bullies are bullying the weaklings

if you think I am weak?

think again

YOU ARE IN MY TARGET LIST!

Everytime when you come online i will say to myself I love you. But I wouldn't dare to type it out=O

I know it's useless sms-ing you when you are not going to reply

Do you still care?=(

Masquerade party

few months ago
I wanted to have a Mask Party
it will be awesome
but then people buy mask like birthday party types
it's just horrible
it's suppose to look fancy
not funny...

people dancing in the ballroom
waltz around
wearing very formal clothing
like black and white or anything that looks nice
with a awesome look mask on

I am sick of talking to people I know,
but they don't seem to care much about you.
why do I have to bother joining friends like that?
this is the end of us being friends if you want to continue.
Thats because you are not worthy of being my friend

I wanna study my ass off and just go to USA.

Sitting infront of the computer and staring at Facebook all the time is just no life.

I feel sick and I've lost my tuner for my guitar
didn't play for a month or 2 already
I am presuring myself with studies=/

Another week is going to end
time is drawing me closer to SPM
no more time for other stuff
priority number one is SPM

I am going to try not to come Facebooking or on9
Why do I even need to come online when I can meet my Friends in school?

School Teachers and Tuition Teachers

I think going to school is a complete waste of time
other than getting to know more friends<= the awesome part
Friends are the best, they never let you down. okay maybe it depends
anyways basically Teachers in school teach us the basic stuff of everything
but when you go Tuition
you will learn more
agree?
What are the teachers doing these day?
seriously they are damn boring
I cannot stand the way they teach
they never joke.
life is nothing without entertainment okay?
always talk all the way non stop boringness
so I can't help it and go to sleep everytime OR
I wil be doing my Tuition homework
I couldn't care about school homework
all my PEBEL marks very low one
But Project is a must to do altho I hate it
I can't study at home either
thats why my mom always have to ask me to study
which will never happen at home
too boring
I need some friends with me sometimes
when I take a break, atleast I got someone to talk with
oh yeah, anyone wants to group study together?

Sometimes parents talks a lot
especially when there is report card day
I hate it when there is report card day
especially when you had the worst teacher as your class teacher
she looks like she have male hormones
she can join the american football team
I bet she can do head butt better than anyone
she got a face like >=( everyday she comes in class
never in my life I have ever seen her go =)
anyways back to the topic
I still don't know what else do they want from me
I am doing my best in exams already
so what if I am not in science stream
I am going to be an Architech
I hate to be a doctor
what is so good anyways?
is it because of the image that I am going to have is better?
so what?
the pay?
it's quite high what?
my mom nags at me everytime talking about the same subject EVERYDAY
I can rephrase the whole sentence and then tone for you
she always compare me with my brother's friend
say how good he is
he got full scholarship
and got so many A's
like I care
zzz
and If I told you what I want and what I don't want
you will probably disagree

I don't get what is so bad about me being nice?
when I am too nice
people says I am gay==
wth?
so they want me to be a person of chaos?
or a killer?
or someone rough in everyway?
why can't this world be more nicer?

Sometimes I feel like I am not part of the group anymore
I feel like I regret being with them at the same time i don't regret being with them
there are ups and downs.=/

People nowadays thinks life has no meaning anymore
Why is this happening?

I've got RM1,000++ with me.
what should I spend it on?

A. Laptop?
B. Camera?
C. Give parents to enjoy it?
D. Save it?

Friends

The bestest thing that life can offer is Super Nice friends that will never let you down.
Even when you have let down yourself, But friends will be there to cheer you up and support you no matter what. I am glad I mix with some nice people.

Some friends intends to hurt people just to have fun.
Heartless peoples.
all I can say to these people is:
GET A LIFE!

Everything is coming to an END

Today. Sunday. Yeah I know. So I woke up in the morning and get ready for church, got my clothes on and my jeans on. I stopped wearing jeans since like form 2. anyways...small matter I don't really care. After church, went to fetch my dad and then we head to Jaya 1 and had lunch at Oldtown.

Wanted to go to Grace Church again though. But mom says I should study and everything. After going to Royal Rangers 2 weeks ago I feel like going again. The temptation is there. Well I guess now is not the right time to have fun.

At 1240 hours, I ran to my church nearby Jaya 1 actually, and fetch my little brother from sunday school and have to run back to Cold Storage with the temperature of the humid air. Why is it always so hot, I hope one day it would rain everyday non stop 24/7. I really can't stand the heat, why can't Malaysia be a snowing country?

These days I can see people cuting down trees. I feel like killing all of them, why do they like deforestation so much and create global warming. Do they really like the Hot weather so much? Idiotic people...

Malaysia wants to improve the country to a beautiful place but remember this is not America. It's not cold here. They can cut down trees cause either ways it won't be so HOT like Malaysia. I feel like swimming everyday. If only I own a lil pool outside my house, I would jump in to the pool after coming back from school

Anyways, I just came back from McD just now and I studied with Maverick, Feng Cheng, Abel Tan and Weng Hong. I don't feel like going tuition this Month due to exams. Really have no mood for tuitions and I am sick of going to tuition. It's like I have to go tuition every week and and everyday xept Sunday. This has gotta STOP!

well thats all for now,

Goodnight,

;)