Dear Lord,

I need help, It's so suffering now.

Sometimes all the errors in everybody

I feel like correcting their mistakes

but everyone I know

most of them have an ego

if I attack

they would probably use something else as to change the subject

I hate that

but for the next time

time to be a man and talk with words

I hate the fact that the bullies are bullying the weaklings

if you think I am weak?

think again

YOU ARE IN MY TARGET LIST!

Everytime when you come online i will say to myself I love you. But I wouldn't dare to type it out=O

I know it's useless sms-ing you when you are not going to reply

Do you still care?=(

Masquerade party

few months ago
I wanted to have a Mask Party
it will be awesome
but then people buy mask like birthday party types
it's just horrible
it's suppose to look fancy
not funny...

people dancing in the ballroom
waltz around
wearing very formal clothing
like black and white or anything that looks nice
with a awesome look mask on

I am sick of talking to people I know,
but they don't seem to care much about you.
why do I have to bother joining friends like that?
this is the end of us being friends if you want to continue.
Thats because you are not worthy of being my friend

I wanna study my ass off and just go to USA.

Sitting infront of the computer and staring at Facebook all the time is just no life.

I feel sick and I've lost my tuner for my guitar
didn't play for a month or 2 already
I am presuring myself with studies=/

Another week is going to end
time is drawing me closer to SPM
no more time for other stuff
priority number one is SPM

I am going to try not to come Facebooking or on9
Why do I even need to come online when I can meet my Friends in school?

School Teachers and Tuition Teachers

I think going to school is a complete waste of time
other than getting to know more friends<= the awesome part
Friends are the best, they never let you down. okay maybe it depends
anyways basically Teachers in school teach us the basic stuff of everything
but when you go Tuition
you will learn more
agree?
What are the teachers doing these day?
seriously they are damn boring
I cannot stand the way they teach
they never joke.
life is nothing without entertainment okay?
always talk all the way non stop boringness
so I can't help it and go to sleep everytime OR
I wil be doing my Tuition homework
I couldn't care about school homework
all my PEBEL marks very low one
But Project is a must to do altho I hate it
I can't study at home either
thats why my mom always have to ask me to study
which will never happen at home
too boring
I need some friends with me sometimes
when I take a break, atleast I got someone to talk with
oh yeah, anyone wants to group study together?

Sometimes parents talks a lot
especially when there is report card day
I hate it when there is report card day
especially when you had the worst teacher as your class teacher
she looks like she have male hormones
she can join the american football team
I bet she can do head butt better than anyone
she got a face like >=( everyday she comes in class
never in my life I have ever seen her go =)
anyways back to the topic
I still don't know what else do they want from me
I am doing my best in exams already
so what if I am not in science stream
I am going to be an Architech
I hate to be a doctor
what is so good anyways?
is it because of the image that I am going to have is better?
so what?
the pay?
it's quite high what?
my mom nags at me everytime talking about the same subject EVERYDAY
I can rephrase the whole sentence and then tone for you
she always compare me with my brother's friend
say how good he is
he got full scholarship
and got so many A's
like I care
zzz
and If I told you what I want and what I don't want
you will probably disagree

I don't get what is so bad about me being nice?
when I am too nice
people says I am gay==
wth?
so they want me to be a person of chaos?
or a killer?
or someone rough in everyway?
why can't this world be more nicer?

Sometimes I feel like I am not part of the group anymore
I feel like I regret being with them at the same time i don't regret being with them
there are ups and downs.=/

People nowadays thinks life has no meaning anymore
Why is this happening?

I've got RM1,000++ with me.
what should I spend it on?

A. Laptop?
B. Camera?
C. Give parents to enjoy it?
D. Save it?

Friends

The bestest thing that life can offer is Super Nice friends that will never let you down.
Even when you have let down yourself, But friends will be there to cheer you up and support you no matter what. I am glad I mix with some nice people.

Some friends intends to hurt people just to have fun.
Heartless peoples.
all I can say to these people is:
GET A LIFE!

Everything is coming to an END

Today. Sunday. Yeah I know. So I woke up in the morning and get ready for church, got my clothes on and my jeans on. I stopped wearing jeans since like form 2. anyways...small matter I don't really care. After church, went to fetch my dad and then we head to Jaya 1 and had lunch at Oldtown.

Wanted to go to Grace Church again though. But mom says I should study and everything. After going to Royal Rangers 2 weeks ago I feel like going again. The temptation is there. Well I guess now is not the right time to have fun.

At 1240 hours, I ran to my church nearby Jaya 1 actually, and fetch my little brother from sunday school and have to run back to Cold Storage with the temperature of the humid air. Why is it always so hot, I hope one day it would rain everyday non stop 24/7. I really can't stand the heat, why can't Malaysia be a snowing country?

These days I can see people cuting down trees. I feel like killing all of them, why do they like deforestation so much and create global warming. Do they really like the Hot weather so much? Idiotic people...

Malaysia wants to improve the country to a beautiful place but remember this is not America. It's not cold here. They can cut down trees cause either ways it won't be so HOT like Malaysia. I feel like swimming everyday. If only I own a lil pool outside my house, I would jump in to the pool after coming back from school

Anyways, I just came back from McD just now and I studied with Maverick, Feng Cheng, Abel Tan and Weng Hong. I don't feel like going tuition this Month due to exams. Really have no mood for tuitions and I am sick of going to tuition. It's like I have to go tuition every week and and everyday xept Sunday. This has gotta STOP!

well thats all for now,

Goodnight,

;)

David Archuleta

I have been listening to musics
and I think of the singers that I admire
Taylor Swift
David Archuleta
.
.
.
but I would really wish David Archuleta would come to Kuala Lumpur again
he is awesome when he sing live
I hope his next album will be out in stores
really love his songs
and thats all I want to say

Labour day

Went out the whole day today...
Went swimming...
candid around
and found yu feng's house

then I went to OU.
Supopse to watch movie but at the end
there is no more tickets
so we go bowling
then go arcade
played ilke crazy
then we walk around
and had dinner at OLDTOWN.
Never thought that I would go to tokyo hotel's showcase
It's was damn loud.
Wen Loong, Jeremy Yeo, Nicholas, Yu Feng, Jian-Yong, Wei Zhuo, Yat Hong, Yat Seng and I was crazing around lol
Then suddenly, someone was fighting...scary

April 25

I went to Jon and Josh church today
I went there at 8
and it starts at 11
Spent my time waiting at the park outside the church
resting at a hut
and then a lil boy came by
I think he is lost
he came to the hut where I am in and took a lost and found dog paper
He started walking around and around and around trying to find a dog
I think he ran away from somewhere
so weird

while I got nothing to do
and I was so desperate for music
I spent my time singing too
I recorded me sing diff songs like 7-8 times?
lol quite no life

but anyways
I had fun in church today
after sunday service then Royal Rangers
tho I am not sure how their system works
but now I know
after Royal Rangers
sports time
I dunno what is that game called
but it's rough
and quite basketball like game
then later
Go Home

well may sound boring
but you will never know till you try;)

Work work work...

I am so stressed out these day
Everytime when school ends
I go home
and I will literally go to bed and sleep
i don't even have to wait to go sleep
that tired

so many work to do
so little time
teachers are giving us like so many homework
If I pay attention to homework
I won't be able to pay attention on my studies
thats why I have been naughty these day
never do homework
always kena tangkap

I really think that teachers teach us because we don't know
or too lazy to read by ourselves
but now that I am studying myself
teachers complain
our aim to study is to get our cert
get a great job
have a good life
but I feel like teachers wants us to focus on our future work than our past work
what about my form 4 work
without form 4 work I CAN'T do my SPM either
so PLEASE give me TIME!

I am sick of teachers spaming homwork for us to do at home
I really cannot stand it anymore

Please understand what I am trying to say=(

To Sean Kingston and Iyaz

Whats with the word SHAWTY
Are girls these days so shorty?

I hate People who doesn't stay true to their words>=(

15 April 2010

The weirdest day
I played water gun in class today
but actually the reason I bring is cause
It's so hot so I could change it to a sprayer
and water particles will fly around

Then Koperasi meeting officially starts today
Good thing Jon is right on time
But I wanted to audition for glee
and I also don't feel like auditioning
It just feels wrong somehow
I guess I am just going to stick with Koperasi

I need food now
I am friggin HUNGRY

Moral: Tugasan Harian

WTHELL!
Pn Foo gave us our tugasan harian 2 days before the deadline
and the other class all know what to do since last 2 weeks ago
and she wants us to pass up 4 freaking tugasan harian this thursday

WT* is her problem
I don't care if she wants to freaking pass it up on this thursday
It's all her fault giving us today

friggin pissed...

12 April 2010

Today was a bad day.
I think it's the same compared to the other days
I will stay in class do my homework fast
and when I am done
I usually start syioking sendiri with my friends

I will start Syioking sendiri when the day is
Hot, Boring, when I am free and got nothing else to do
I need a better life

Had Ceramah in my school today
it's was quite fun
but Hot altho the Aircond is on
But cause the Door is open widely
Who the hell On the Aircond and let it flow out of the the room
it's stupid weih

Then go back to class
had Ekon
and here comes Eng.
Eng maybe my favourite subject BUT
Pn Suzina always targets me in anything
I notice her staring at me all the time

Ahh maybe I need to forget today and
Live a better life tomorrow

Hope it rains tomorrow=)