Masquerade party

few months ago
I wanted to have a Mask Party
it will be awesome
but then people buy mask like birthday party types
it's just horrible
it's suppose to look fancy
not funny...

people dancing in the ballroom
waltz around
wearing very formal clothing
like black and white or anything that looks nice
with a awesome look mask on

I am sick of talking to people I know,
but they don't seem to care much about you.
why do I have to bother joining friends like that?
this is the end of us being friends if you want to continue.
Thats because you are not worthy of being my friend

I wanna study my ass off and just go to USA.

Sitting infront of the computer and staring at Facebook all the time is just no life.

I feel sick and I've lost my tuner for my guitar
didn't play for a month or 2 already
I am presuring myself with studies=/

Another week is going to end
time is drawing me closer to SPM
no more time for other stuff
priority number one is SPM

I am going to try not to come Facebooking or on9
Why do I even need to come online when I can meet my Friends in school?

School Teachers and Tuition Teachers

I think going to school is a complete waste of time
other than getting to know more friends<= the awesome part
Friends are the best, they never let you down. okay maybe it depends
anyways basically Teachers in school teach us the basic stuff of everything
but when you go Tuition
you will learn more
agree?
What are the teachers doing these day?
seriously they are damn boring
I cannot stand the way they teach
they never joke.
life is nothing without entertainment okay?
always talk all the way non stop boringness
so I can't help it and go to sleep everytime OR
I wil be doing my Tuition homework
I couldn't care about school homework
all my PEBEL marks very low one
But Project is a must to do altho I hate it
I can't study at home either
thats why my mom always have to ask me to study
which will never happen at home
too boring
I need some friends with me sometimes
when I take a break, atleast I got someone to talk with
oh yeah, anyone wants to group study together?

Sometimes parents talks a lot
especially when there is report card day
I hate it when there is report card day
especially when you had the worst teacher as your class teacher
she looks like she have male hormones
she can join the american football team
I bet she can do head butt better than anyone
she got a face like >=( everyday she comes in class
never in my life I have ever seen her go =)
anyways back to the topic
I still don't know what else do they want from me
I am doing my best in exams already
so what if I am not in science stream
I am going to be an Architech
I hate to be a doctor
what is so good anyways?
is it because of the image that I am going to have is better?
so what?
the pay?
it's quite high what?
my mom nags at me everytime talking about the same subject EVERYDAY
I can rephrase the whole sentence and then tone for you
she always compare me with my brother's friend
say how good he is
he got full scholarship
and got so many A's
like I care
zzz
and If I told you what I want and what I don't want
you will probably disagree

I don't get what is so bad about me being nice?
when I am too nice
people says I am gay==
wth?
so they want me to be a person of chaos?
or a killer?
or someone rough in everyway?
why can't this world be more nicer?

Sometimes I feel like I am not part of the group anymore
I feel like I regret being with them at the same time i don't regret being with them
there are ups and downs.=/